ok this will be a good source for console.
you might be at your downturn in life.
but when a person falls to the rock bottom.
he will rebound for sure.
since life aint a bottomless pit
and as a matter of fact he/she will never dive any further.
soon enough he will see the light at the end of the tunnel.
you are not alone, because without you, life for me would have lost its sense of direction.
family love/ties and justice are mutually exclusive.
it is just so confusing to get sandwiched between these opposite poles.
every cloud has a silver lining.
so erm here's what i wrote for my cid paper
i feel that the artistic mode of inquiry is best helpful in real life scenarios. in art, there is a saying "art imitates life more than life imitates art." indeed, the true meaning of art is in the essence of portraying a view on human life, in whatever negativities that arise we must always bear in mind that there is always a picture being beautifully painted, and that this picture is not complete without your drive to strive -- the finale the last touch up. in fact, art portrays a closeness to our daily lives and that we can reflect to it very much, we can bear in mind the different beauty in art and the different meticulous strokes that piece together a magnificent drawing, always remember that this is in resemblance to our daily lives, only then will we appreciate. no doubt it sounds rather cliche but like what a famous poet or play writer once wrote "all the world's a stage and men and women merely players." we are the real players and painters of our life and if we put these clo9sely linked knowledge of the concept of art into our daily life, it would certainly spark different motivation. also, art is said to be judge by the beholder, a quote of such reference "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder"
chionged write this uber short essay in the last <10 min of the test. pretty satisfied with this script so just wanna share though there are still loopholes then can patch up and make a better piece but here goes original essay, in a better handwriting haha, the actual piece was damn messy. hmm and i took a risk in writing this, coz i know the easiest to write would be science mode of inquiry as most of us would have writen but i chose to write art, have alittle bit defference from the rest, make it a little oustanding from the point of perspective, haha surprised that i got 6/8 though it could be better with some touch up. but due to time constraint this was surprising. heh, talk philosophy sio. LOLS
anw previous days had the attempt of blogging
but thoughts were dashed admist my clicking of the mouse.
haha dun ask me why
beats me
well next three days i will be out of town.
so HAPPY HOLIDAYS
(phew! finally the day arrived heave sigh of relief)
ok i gonna juggle my time well.
gonna manage it well.
i have to work to earn money
i have to train hard in athletics
i have to study.
i have to enjoy my holidays.
juggling between these four.
hard and tough times
OK ENOUGH SAID, CAN ANYONE SPONSOR ME WITH CASH SO THAT I CAN GO AND DO MY SUTFF.
LIKE GUITAR AND STUFFS.
AND BEFORE IT SLIPPED MY MIND AGAIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS.
though she is mentally unsound and VERY disturbing at times.
or just freaking pissing.
OOPS I SHOULDNT BE SAYING THIS ON HER BD WELL GAWD DAMNIT NVM.
erm ok my wish for her, if for her to stop kicking up a fuss.
LOLS.
oh well happy birthday
gosh she is having so much things for her bithday la.
unlike me.
damn
lost time can never be traced back
when we were young,
you persuaded us to go for tons and tons of lessons
of activities. till we were busy as hell.
but when we were in out teens u restricted us to studying.
now thats cruelty.
now i stand at the spectator stand learning and appreciating art.
study isnt my cup of tea.
though i do have to admit it sometimes does feels interesting
but not always i have to claim.
i am going to develop myself
from a ultra sporty character, to a super artistic personality to a mega comical fellow.
that's my wish.
although u surely have your reservation and restriction.
but i will go my way
how i wish we were living in holland or dutch
where freedom is the gist and core of our life
and not like singapore who buries children in piles of books.
riding on fame and fortune is a sweet thing
but i hope it is reality.
i envy classmates who have opportunity to work in the media
i envy classmate who does all kinds of hip and cool thing
but i dun envy myself.
WAKE UP DUDE,
NOW STOP TALKIGN ABT THESE THINGS AND GO TO SLEEP.
ZZZ
OK I HAVE NOT BEEN POSTING AGN.
next is a whole bullshit
i am going to blabber nonsense
1. safra quathlon
wheee i completed my safra quathlon 2009 last sunday
attained another medal
and my dad so owe me a cabinet to display medals
wahaha
shiok
erm ok to begin with, we participated in the realy category and our team was the freaking youngest
coz we were underaged duh
age limit was 15
but we have two 15 year old boys : me and jiajin
and two 14 year old girl : my sis friend iasbella and my sis (whose birthday hasnt over so considering her to be aged 13 since the handout say that age must be 15 on the race day)
hmm freaking towards our disadvantage and on top of that look at the other teams
and just ogle at their pacs.
bloody built and their outfit and bikes and skate skills were superb
how to compare
certainly worlds apart
well BUT BUT BUT
WE DID NOT FINISH LAST :D
NOT BY DISQUALIFICATION OR BY DNS
we came in 8th if i am not wrong since we counted.
hmm altogether got 13 youth relay teams but one din come
so effectively it would mean we came in 8th/12
woah haha nice experience
try cycling 20km la
and it was my first time on a road bike.
a real good road bike not those hybrid or cheap skate type
haha i manage to rent one at the last minute
from bikehaus at bukit timah
well anw the route for cycling was freaking
gawd damn dreaded
wth one whole bloody straight lane.
like boring and u look like some never ending thing
and the thing is this is a three loop race
and ironically my first leg was the hardest like damn fast my quads feels the ache
but on the second leg i chiong and race through it, feeling better and more power to move on
then here comes the hard part where u need the mental strength to push ur way through the final loop
heh interesting stamina though
hmm anw the race route is like 500m swim (jiajin) 12km skate (isabella) 20km bike (me) 6km run (sis)
cool right.
was the best combination to suit everyone of the relay runners already
though it wasnt the best
because jiajin could shave off more time by running instead but then in this case there will be no one to fill in the swimming leg.
alright we probably took about 2 hours and 18 min to complete the race.
thogh it wasnt that much an incredible time.
haha anw race time shall be disclose soon
then i will have the result to post
well singapore is pretty small
haha coincidentally i met my senior there.
huishan also doing the youth relay
HER PERSONAL INFO
ALSO FROM ATHLETICS.
IS DOING LONG DISTANCE RUNNING FROM CROSSCOUNTRY
BUT ALSO DID TRACK AND FIELD DURING LAST YEAR SEASON
SHE DID THE 400M AND 800M
COZ WE WENT TO RACE ON SEVERAL OCASSION
well enough said she is far better and quicker than our runner.
haha but to us it was a fun experience.
hmm oh back to the topic
they were fast.
a team of year 5 not bad la hor, we two years younger
haha erm i forget his name le, the guy who cycled.
woah not bad sio...
haha his outfit is zai de lorr
cycle still talk to other pro ppl
haha
anw shall do a better timing next year.
SEE IF CAN GET TOP THREE.
GO STAGE TAKE THING.
WAHAHA
FIRST TEAM IS 2 HOURS AND 3 MIN
SO HAVE TO CUT DOWN 15 MIN REASONABLE SIA
2. incident or should i say accident
ok second thing to post
which is a sad thing.
guess what.
i freaking got knocked by a car
ok the incident was this.
i was cycling with the road bike alon thomason road.
was on the way to return the bike.
then i was with jiajin.
but at thomson road before lornie road,
i let him take the lead
so i was behind him
then this bloody freaking car
suddenly steer so close to the double yellow line.
i was already cycling so towards the side.
then i found no way to cycle coz it was too cramp for me.
then my bike went oput of control coz his car hit my front wheel
then all i remembered was that i pushed the car away
for fear it might hit my leg.
then i flew back wards
rolled on the road.
and then i quickly picked my self up
bloody car driver stopped
came down
ask are u ok
like some hell.
then say do u need to go to a clinic.
bloody shit.
then screwed off.
other car at the back stoped.
was freaking frightened.
haha din noe what to do
then just quickly go to the pavement there to clean up
wth, freaking UGH.
then after awhile jj realise i not following him
so he reverse his bike to find me
then see me wounded
hmm i reckon he did not noe what happened lorr.
then he just ask me some shit.
then very soon he needed to rush off coz his family sending his dad off to the airport
then i was left alone to continue to fulfil the task of returning the bike,
hero seh
haha
got sportsmanship, must continue to persevere until reached destination
wahaha
coolios.
i walked and cycled all the way to bukit timah lurh.
then when reaching soon that time, started to drizzle.
then rained.
waaaa
a shocking experience.
haha can write primary school compo.
hmm and i am much better now.
just that i din go for trng today.
gahh
HMM and when i came back i asked jiajin if he saw the accident would he left first or follow me all the way and miss his family appointment.
well chatted and stuff.
anw jiajin is like abit changed already.
sigh shall not talk so much abt this.
hmm thats about it lorr.
at least now i can run i can walk, I CAN FLY lols jkjk at least i am still in one piece sitting in front of the comp typing this.
only injury is the hip and the elbow. others abrasion
3. resolution
i thought of it.
and i am determined to make my life better.
i have alot of sub-resolution to be accomplished
and i have alot of things to buy and get it done.
BUT I THOUGHT OF IT, AND FOR NEXT YEAR ' I DECIDED TO MAKE IT MY JOB TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST BY DOING THINGS OF MY INTEREST, AND NEXT YEAR AT THE SAME TIME PULL MY STUDIES UP'
make it a better world.
*i wan a trench coat and so many others.
HELLO FOLKS!
please dun get brainwashed by the examination
please dun dsiband your happiness brain cells
please dun lose ur nose in that pile of books.
please dun lose yourself in the practise of the art of meditation of thick bible (y' know the horrifying notes)
coz EOY is the ENJOYMENT OF (da) YEAR
haha cant post much, dun have that insipration and the lazy bug in my body is controlling my eyes to shut it down, so no choice. heh.. though i really have a lot to say from the time i mia and that was like dddamn long ago.
LOST TIME CAN BE RECUPERATED!
I WILL FIND BACK MY JOY...
AND ERH PEEPS, GO WATCH JEFF DUNHAM AND PEANUT OR ANY OTHER PUPPET LIKE WALTER AND ACHMED AND JOSE JALAPENO
THIS VENTRILOQUIST IS GOOD. FREAKING NICE. HAHA AND IS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN FUNNY. CLASSIC. ONE OF A TIME STAND UP COMDIAN.
oh yes there is another TERRY FATOR, erm his nick name million dollar voice. though i haven watch much of his but his voice does not belong to him. LIKE OMG he can change voice in an instant, he does singing, comedy... and so on.
winner of america got talent season two.
and yes there is still another ventriloquist superb guy who does comedy at coporate party, and he does magic.
haha these guys are fascinating...
HMM OK ANW I TOOK THE CHANCE TO WRITE MY ESSAY ON " EXAMINATIONS DISTRACT US FROM THE REAL PURPOSE OF LEARNING." HAHA WHAT A GOOD TOPIC TO WRITE ON, AND I DID NOT WRITE SOME POLITICALLY CORRECT ANSWER COZ THAT WOULD BE HOPELESS, BUT YEA THOUGH I DIN MANAGE TO WRITE FINISH A PROPER ESSAY AT LEAST I LISTED OUT SEVERAL POINTS, HMM INTERESTING.
THEN I ATTEMPTED TO WRITE A TOUCHING STORY FOR CHINESE. with the title regarding "DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER" in simplified phrase.
hmm should i change my style of post to sth more like a blog like daily happenings. haha geezz. so much to say so much to do. BUT TIME'S RUNNING OUT.
TOODLES :D
